Valuing the Dark

I have just finished reading Barbara Brown Taylor’s “Learning to Walk in the Dark”, a fascinating and challenging exploration of the value of darkness. Taylor points out the things that are missed in our tendency to emphasise the overwhelming value of the light and to avoid the dark. We tend to want to get rid of the dark, but Taylor reminds us of its value, pointing out: “I have learned things in the dark that I could never have learned in the light, things have saved my life over and over again, so that there is really only one logical conclusion. I need darkness as much as I need light.” We do need the light, but we also need the dark and trying to avoid that impoverishes our experience. But, as Taylor recognises, that is often how it is. She comments: “I realise that in a whole lifetime spent with seekers of enlightenment, I have never once heard anyone speak in hushed tones about the value of 'endarkenment'. The great mystics of the Christian tradition all describe it as part of the journey into God, but it has been a long time since ‘The Cloud of Unknowing’ was on anyone's bestseller list. Today’s seekers seem more interested in getting God to turn the lights on than in allowing God to turn them off.” The point is that the dark has a value that is not found in the light, and that is different from the light, but just as valuable in providing us with a whole experience of God. Reflecting on the contribution of St. John of the Cross to such ideas, Taylor stresses how valuing the dark keeps us on track with God. She says: “God puts out our lights to keep us safe, John says, because we are never more in danger of stumbling than when we think we know where we are going. When we can no longer see the path we are on, when we can no longer read the maps were brought with us or sense anything in the dark that might tell us where we are, then and only then are we vulnerable to God's protection. This remains true even when we cannot discern God's presence. The only thing the dark night requires of us is to remain conscious. If we can stay with the moment in which God seems most absent. The night will do the rest.”